Flights and Apartment booked
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I’ve officially booked my trip to Prague for the gastric balloon insertion.
I fly out on 01.10.18 and return on 05.10.18. My flights were not that expensive (105GBP per person) and an apartment through AirBnB was 117 GBP for the 4 nights. My dad is coming with me, because it’s the only way to keep my mam from freaking out about the whole thing. I can tell from her voice that’s she’s nervous about the whole thing, but she trusts I’ll be okay with my dad there to support me.
Now that I’ve booked it I’m not actually sure how I feel, but somehow all this chatter, and telling a few of my friends over the past few days has been made a lot more real. For the first time since considering the balloon, I actually feel a little scared.
What if it doesn’t work?
What if I’m still hungry and manage to overeat with the balloon?
What if something medical happens and the doctors in the UK refuse to treat me?
And worse of all, niggling at the back of my mind is.... What if I lose a bunch of weight then gain it all once the balloon is removed.
I’ve been through this numerous times in my life - and I need this to work.
I need it to work.
It has to.
I’ve officially booked my trip to Prague for the gastric balloon insertion.
I fly out on 01.10.18 and return on 05.10.18. My flights were not that expensive (105GBP per person) and an apartment through AirBnB was 117 GBP for the 4 nights. My dad is coming with me, because it’s the only way to keep my mam from freaking out about the whole thing. I can tell from her voice that’s she’s nervous about the whole thing, but she trusts I’ll be okay with my dad there to support me.
Now that I’ve booked it I’m not actually sure how I feel, but somehow all this chatter, and telling a few of my friends over the past few days has been made a lot more real. For the first time since considering the balloon, I actually feel a little scared.
What if it doesn’t work?
What if I’m still hungry and manage to overeat with the balloon?
What if something medical happens and the doctors in the UK refuse to treat me?
And worse of all, niggling at the back of my mind is.... What if I lose a bunch of weight then gain it all once the balloon is removed.
I’ve been through this numerous times in my life - and I need this to work.
I need it to work.
It has to.
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