Gastric Balloon Journey

What Clinic Should I Choose?  Back in February this year, after another failed New Year diet attempt, I started looking into the gastric balloon. I felt like it was now or never, that it is something that I need to do in order to prove to myself that I can lose weight and become a healthier person.  I looked into  NOSC  which handily has a clinic in Washington- about 20 mins drive from me. I also went onto a couple of other websites -  Nuffield Health , Spire Healthcare and some others. I had decided earlier this year that I would end up going through NOSC, based mostly on the level of support provided.  According to their brochure, they provide you with a dietician, personal trainer and weekly catch up calls with an advisor to check how you're doing. This sounded great  to me because I'm useless but massively afraid of failure, so someone checking in on me would have to make me work harder. In the last 4 weeks however, I decided to go in ...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I’ve officially booked my trip to Prague for the gastric balloon insertion.  I fly out on 01.10.18 and return on 05.10.18. My flights were not that expensive (105GBP per person) and an apartment through AirBnB was 117 GBP for the 4 nights. My dad is coming with me, because it’s the only way to keep my mam from freaking out about the whole thing. I can tell from her voice that’s she’s nervous about the whole thing, but she trusts I’ll be okay with my dad there to support me. Now that I’ve booked it I’m not actually sure how I feel, but somehow all this chatter, and telling a few of my friends over the past few days has been made a lot more real. For the first time since considering the balloon, I actually feel a little scared.  What if it doesn’t work?  What if I’m still hungry and manage to overeat with the balloon? What if something medical happens and the doctors in the UK refuse to treat me?  And worse of all, niggling at the back...

Hi. Welcome. This is something I haven't done in so long, I'm not sure I can put into words how I'm feeling. Somehow it's easier for me to type than to speak out loud about topics like weightloss, diet (ugh), exercise, but I know that once I tell the world what I'm doing, there will be questions asked to my face, and I'm not sure I'm ready to answer them yet.  But I know where I want to start; Today, I stepped on the scale for the first time in months. I was outraged at the number in front of me. Why had I been avoiding the scaled in the first place? Because I knew I was bigger than I'd ever been, and becauase I knew I've been shovelling food down my throat like it was going out of fashion. I've been buying bigger clothes, it's a cycle I know only too well. Lose weight, gain weight, lose weight, gain weight. I've done it my entire life.  I'm pushing 30 and, I feel it. I know I'm not as sprightly as 16 year old me, r...